I Still......

Its been two years since i last saw her. Our eyes met for the last time. Her big round eyes, staring at me through the lift door as i went down and out of her sight. Her eyes spoke of what she had decided. It could not have been any more clear. I liked her for that. And there are thousand more reasons why i still remember her. Even today , i wonder how did it all go wrong ? And there is no easy answer with me. I just have plain truth. A truth that hurts.

What hurts me is to have let down somebody who had given her unconditional love to me. A girl who loved me more than anyone could ever have. A girl to whom i meant the world. A girl , hopelessly romantic as it may sound, who just wanted to spend life with me. And all i could give her was pain, distrust and more pain.

As a parting gift, she said nobody would ever love you as much as i did. It wasnt rocket science that i didnt understand. Long before she said this, i had known. And how foolish i was to break the heart of the girl who loved me the most.

I live with the burden that she will never be the same girl she used to be. I live with the burden that i showed her false dreams. I loved her and made her my life. Only to take it all away. I live with a burden that i thoroughly deserve.