I knew. But i had to...

I knew the risk.
I went for it.
For a split second before the plunge, i had thought about the after effects.
I had always been defensive.
I wanted to play aggressively.
If you keep thinking, You will never do anything.
I had to go for it.
I agree i hadn't anticipated this will happen.
There always a first time though.
And i believe , whatever happens is for your own good.
You should experience everything once.
Life is all about experiences.
Its all about choices.
To take the plunge or not.
I took.
And i will remember it for a long time to come.

Do not try and bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead only try to realize the truth.
What truth?
There is no spoon.
There is no spoon?
Then you'll see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself.