Am i ...?

Six months is a lot of time. Half a year!!
Suddenly i look back and its six months that i have spent here, in my new job.
And why i sound worried is coz i hardly have done anything here.
Have i learnt anything? A bit, but not as much as expected.
And that too at the time of US recession. Is my job secure?
Will I be needed here tomorrow? Can't say.

What about Bangalore? Have i explored it ?
No. Definitely not the pubs and the nightlife.
Malls. Yes, few of them. But they dont fascinate me.
Places. Yes. Where i work and where i live. Nothing more than that.
People. Does anyone whom i know personally live here ?
Atleast i havent gone to meet anyone till now.

Do i feel like going back to Hyderabad? Sometimes. Just sometimes.
What about Nagpur? Yes. always.
Any other place. May be.

So what i have been doing since last six months? I dont know.
Monday thru Friday 9 am to 10 pm in office. Without doing any work.
Sat - sunday Complete day at home. Cooking, eating, cricket, internet, TV.
And sometimes washing clothes.

Health care? Yes sometimes.
Like sleeping very late. At 4 Am sometimes.
Getting up early. Like at 5 Am and waste time on internet.
Going for a brisk walk with a friend, who is on weight loss course.
Eating atleast two sweets daily. And sometimes more.
Eat a lot of oily food at Punjabi Tadka.

Am i frustrated? Yes. I think so :)