November

November ... Its here again.
I don't know whether i love this month...
I don't know whether its special for me...
I don't know whether it is because of the song November Rain...
I don't know why November has special memories attached to it...
(and special doesn't really mean good, in fact it is bad)
I don't know why November reminds me of all sad things...
I don't know why each November i spend some of the worst days of the year...
I don't know why I still love November...
I don't know why...

"Nothing lasts forever,
Even cold November rain..."